You should be your Numero UNO priority!

Talking to people with a good intention can sometimes be more efforts and little joy. Each one of us is battling some or the other battle. I understand! But sometimes everything becomes really overwhelming as people lack basic communication manners.

People push their or others babies or dog or what not on your face and you have fu*kin* no interest in those things, you don't have any interest in seeing others stuff if no one is caring about your stuff. Do they have interest in seeing what you have achieved in your life? Your life has not been easy, has it? Your struggles! A bunch of people leaving you behind, mostly purposefully. A bunch of people avoiding you! WHY? you don't know and don't care anymore. Should you care? Absolutely not!!! 

It is easy to just grow up, get married, depend on your husband for money, live in the in laws/husband house as per their/his rules and then have a baby or babies and, on top of that, not even owning your baby? That's comfort for some. Good for them! It is their life and they have chosen it or they don't have much control over it. But people should know that everyone is not same. Some have total control on their life and yet these are the same people who suffer the most as they have worked their ass off to achieve this independence and freedom. As they are not happy-go-lucky types as those young housewives who don't have any real challenges or who work for pocket-money.

I don't even know anymore if I should laugh at some people or just feel sad for them seeing the level of their slavery. I am all heart for such people till... till these same people think that you are from their category too. Wake up! I am being nice to you is because I am a nice person, not because I am a slave like you. If you are doing a mistake to believe that you and I are the same or similar, we are NOT. 

Yes, there might be struggles in your life too. But just because I live my life as I want or I have complete freedom to say NO to certain things, that does not mean it is easy for me. I have bloody taken efforts all my fu***n life to be this person. It was gradual. It has come after lot of hardships. And I am not here to compare my hardships with anyone else's. Similarly' I don't compare myself with other more blessed people and think bad for those blessed ones. 

Lot of people are so insecure and jealous that they talk nonsense about self-made or successful people. Such insecure people should be ignored as if they are nothing but blood-sucking mosquitoes. I don't give any shit about soul-suckers and thunder-stealers. Imagine, when you visit some people for hardly 30 minutes and somehow still they have better things to focus on after doing their duties. My bad! I look good when I keep distance.

Once a soul-sucker, always a soul-sucker! And it is better to avoid those who always keep pleasing people. You will never enjoy in their company.

Yours truly,

Purple (and my time is precious)

P.S. This Diya from Diwali, 2023 is a reminder for myself to always... ALWAYS put the SELF first. Time is precious and it should not be wasted on people who steal your thunder.